Those Names

Finally, today has come.

The day when I should throw all the crap

that still lives inside of me.

The updates were supposed to come earlier

Nobody lies to hide anymore, at least not from myself

My mind was blurred and I almost forgot

various things that ever happened to me during this.

I almost forgot about the various names I’ve ever known

Luckily, the song was playing when my turn

My turn to throw away all the useless things inside of me

Then, this question arises.

Why is it almost erased from my memory

I mean those names?

Are they useless to me?

Or was the system damaged when it was my turn?

I even can’t answer it now.

I need more time to decide

Before I have to throw away the useless things inside of myself

Finally, I made a deal with my own brain

And I prefer to put it off

My turn to participate in “Day of the Elimination of Garbage Soul”

At least I put it off until I find the answer

Whether the names were worth it or not.

And I hope to find the true worth of those names.